blessing #18: my bro david son :) & pretty purple tulips. miss him like crazy. he’s claiming China for God. yay.

blessing #17: praying & fasting for ms. jenny choi and livingwater sister love :) thank You God for displaying Your faithfulness through them!

blessing #16: thank You for good friends and LOTS of sushi :)

blessing #15: annie packed me lunch :) i was so happy at work today.. i wolfed it down! thank You God for loving me through her.

blessing #14: i’m done with finals! :) officially halfway done with my program. feels sooooo good. im ready to come out of my cave..

my school st marys is so cute, i love this huge sign wishing us “good luck on your finals” :D

My kid & I listened to this in silence after our long & productive session together. In his own words, “this song soothes me.” ;)

Blessing #13: ANALYZE by Tim Be Told

[myspace.com/timbetold]

Verse 1

Dear friend please tell me who I am

and start from the inside

Or wait instead, before it’s said,

All these monsters I couldn’t hide

Beneath the bed are in my head

If I was stronger they would have died

But every once in a while I’m terrified

Chorus

Hey you could you analyze

My state of mind, my state of mind?

What did you recognize

What did you find, what did you find?

Of better days I’ll fantasize

Am I satisfied, am I satisfied?

Get rid of this low feeling with soul healing

Get rid of this low feeling with soul healing

Verse 2

Please talk, before the clock runs out

and I’m still a mystery

You’re not so wise. I apologize,

I still care what you think of me

To survive, I criticize all the people

that I’ll never be

The truth is I bruise too easily

Chorus

Bridge

Convince me it’s alright

That loneliness will subside

My hands tied, surrendered

To all these storms that I’ve weathered

Are you listening? Whatever

Why is this taking forever?

Heal it quick, I don’t care how

Just fix me now.

blessing #12: for friends :) helping me survive finals. one last stretch.

ps. finished my last paper of the semester! 11 pgs of glory! one final left ;) God give me strength.

blessing #11: thank You for providing a “big” brother like john cheng. even though he was 2 hrs late to study with me, he made it and bought me a piece of peppermint bread :)

ps. after 6 hrs, im almost done with my second to last final. hoooray!

blessing #10: my brother turned 26 today :) he gave me this bunny, its name is carrot (doesnt it look like its smiling?). he gives me one bunny every year for easter, carrot is easter 2009 :)

ps. thank You God for the best brother in the world. seriously.

blessing #9: homey chinese soup :) i love how a couple of ingredients can make this yummy soup. makes me miss grandma..